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[Aug. 6th, 2009|03:34 pm] |
tuesday:
- lunch with chelsea and zach
- dinner at taco tuesday
- the rail for a few drinks
- leave at 2am, drive to tybee and back without getting out of the car with kyle
- pulled over by the cops for a broken tail light
- me and kyle almost pissed out pants
pretty eventful for a tuesday. |
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[May. 18th, 2009|07:02 pm] |
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uneven shoulders sometimes make you lose balance? that explains A LOT. |
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[May. 1st, 2009|11:24 am] |
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STOP TAKING MY MONEY YOU ASSHOLE |
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[Apr. 17th, 2009|12:54 pm] |
people should learn to maybe mind their own business. and maybe figure out that theyre not in high school anymore.
just a thought. |
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[Apr. 13th, 2009|08:27 pm] |
im watching intervention about a guy with ocd and its making me twitch really bad. more than i have in a while. i dont like it. i can feel it coming back.
also i saw this on russell brands twitter and i think its hilarious:
"Jesus!! You're back - didn't you d...? on the cross? Oh I see... Well that is impressive. How are your hands? Here, have a chocolate egg." |
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[Apr. 5th, 2009|01:43 pm] |
yesterday was mine and kyles 1 year anniversary. we went to taco bell HAHA. im not kidding.
tonight were going for a real dinner though. it was just hilarious. |
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[Apr. 1st, 2009|05:25 pm] |
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spanish moss turns green in the rain? after it falls on the ground? hmm never knew. |
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[Mar. 21st, 2009|11:29 pm] |
ive found out a lot of things recently.
relationships definitely arent as easy as i thought they were.
but theyre always worth it.
because as much as you fucking hate that person sometimes
and fucking hate seeing what you do to them
and what they do to you
youll always realise that you will always love them.
because to you
no matter what
the good times always outweigh the bad.
even the days where
you dont feel alive
its always worth it
just to wake up with you next to me
with your mouth open and snoring
then rolling over and putting your arm around me.
you save my life everyday.
http://pleasefindthis.blogspot.com/2009/03/lost-can-get-lost-together.html
hopefully you wont mind reading this shit about you online this time. |
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[Mar. 20th, 2009|02:18 pm] |
this is what my st patricks day consisted of. in polaroids.
kyle
ahhahahahahah
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[Mar. 18th, 2009|05:00 pm] |
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je plus réagi. je suis desole, mon amour. |
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[Mar. 14th, 2009|06:11 pm] |
im happy to be here but im miserable. i cant shut my brain off. and all i want to do is fucking cry i cant take it. i dont know whats wrong with me.
i dont want to be here. but i dont want to be there. i might not come back on monday, i dont know if my heart can take it. i dont know if my heart can take staying here longer. i just dont know. |
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[Mar. 12th, 2009|03:30 pm] |
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im going to florida tomorrow. and im going to stay in a hotel? whatever. i really need a break. ill be back monday. |
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[Mar. 7th, 2009|07:33 pm] |
i have so much work to do its giving me the worst headache.
so far ive crocheted 84 flowers. and i have 26 more to do. plus 5 cad designs [plus texture mapping], 2 process binders and reworking 3 fiction stories.
ugh. |
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[Mar. 4th, 2009|01:03 pm] |
In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer.
- Albert Camus |
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[Feb. 26th, 2009|11:29 pm] |
i need a lot of things:
- money
- a hair cut and highlights
- job
- knees that a 21 year old should have and not an 81 year old.
- money
- to get my appetite back
- the silver lining
- for you to be happy every minute of every day
- to stop being sick
- to clean my room
- more food in my apartment
- money
basically. |
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[Feb. 20th, 2009|11:52 pm] |
im. so. bemused.
facebook chat sucks and cut half of the conversation out. it kind of went like this:
maxi: im seeing [anorexic (apparantly) girl] tomorrow, should i talk to her considering what shes done?
me: yeah sure. what did she do?
maxi: the whole her leaving me for her boyfriend thing
me: well its in the past so yes. why let the past affect how you act in the present
maxi: oh you and your crazy terms
me: what?
maxi: can you do me a favour? can you look at my photos? and see if ive changed?
me: yeah i guess so. i mean its been almost 3 years its inevitable were going to change
pretty much. and then it insues:
Ania
to be honest, no, i think you changed when you were here
11:08pm
Katie
really? hm
11:08pm
Ania
well you were a stranger before you left
so, by the time you left i literally didnt know you
11:10pm
Katie
i was a stranger in school but id like to think that we were pretty close, no?
11:11pm
Ania
we were close when i was in florida, which i fucking loved btw, but i think you were quite desperate to separeat yourself from our school, and you proplerly alienated yourself from sc, hells and myself by the end
11:12pm
Ania
it was like you bombed the worth boys
11:13pm
Katie
i wanted to separate myself cos i fucking hated qg
does it matter if i did? theyre the onyl ones i still really talk to
11:15pm
Ania
no ofcourse it doesnt matter if you did, thats your choice
i think at the time, it really mattered that you did, you didnt do it in the polite way others had done,and i know we felt it was harsh, but none of us hold a grudge
11:17pm
Ania
btw im doing the disneyland marathon
once im off the crutches
even if your not in florida, im SO visiting your dad
11:17pm
Katie
to be honest, i dont really care what all of them think my intentions were because i moved out of the country and i dont have to deal with it. so whatever i did however i did it, to me, is my business
11:17pm
Ania
i so miss your family
woah, bit harsh
11:19pm
Ania
im glad you dont care you hurt sc, helena and i....be proud of yourself katie! no, please, be proud, after all you dont care...you moved out of the country
11:19pm
Katie
i just feel strongly about it because of all the shit i went through
11:19pm
Ania
woah got that out of my system, i didnt mean that
sorry
lol
11:19pm
Katie
i still talk to helena actually and she wants to come visit
whatever
11:19pm
Ania
ok...
whatever? you joking
?
im not seeking a fight
i said i was sorry
it wouldnt be a chat if we didnt have a bicker
11:21pm
Katie
im not seeking a fight either, i just dont really like being dogged on for a choice that i made that im not un-proud of
11:22pm
Ania
you love me really
11:23pm
Ania
i know it was just so faboulously honest it shocked me, then that anger thing in me- which, dont deny youve missed more than life itself- appeared and you thought " i love maxi"
haha
i think sophieclaire wants to come and see you with me btw
11:24pm
Katie
you wanted to come see me?
11:24pm
Ania
dont ignore that the three of us talk about you, because you were a part of our lives- more than chloe will ever be in ours, but you still are in our thoughts
yes! ofcourse i did, i just thought you didnt really want to talk to us
11:26pm
Katie
no thats true, its just nobody makes the effort to talk to me really
11:27pm
Ania
out of QG girls?? ive told you why
you really didnt make us feel like we were welcome to talk to you
i know i siad that
but thats the reason why
when i speak to you, its becuase i think " well she has to deal with me talking to her"
11:28pm
Katie
no not at all
11:28pm
Ania
and thats what the girls said to me the other day
loike miranda and sc both said they couldnt really talk to you, but as you've said that
things might change
11:29pm
Katie
i have no hard feelings towards any of them, ive just moved on
11:29pm
Ania
well, we've all moved on, but we still talk to QG girlies
some girls btw are still total cunts
11:29pm
Katie
like who?
11:30pm
Ania
lily galustian
11:30pm
Katie
haha
11:30pm
Ania
i sat next to her in the summer for a reunion, and she just didnt want to know who i am
and i thought that was so immature
11:30pm
Katie
some people never change
11:31pm
Ania
i know
whereas me and emmie went a little food issue/obessed, and she became one of my best friendsa
then we grew up
jsut shows things changed
ive got to go to sleep, ive got a splitting headache from my music
its 4:30am
11:32pm
Katie
damn
yeah i have to head out in a min
11:33pm
Ania
night night xxxx
11:33pmKatie
night xx
i just cant help but think how fake this whole thing was. i know for a fact those girls dont give a fuck about me. they didnt care about me then so why would they care so much now?
its bullshit. i graduated highschool. get over it. |
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[Feb. 20th, 2009|02:44 pm] |
yesterday i threw a surprise party for kyle at my apartment. everyone was meant to be there before 10 but everyone was here around 11 haha. i had v, dave moscati, flannery, marc, and matt demartino in on it and they helped stall him. dave texted me when they left telling us to go hide and we were hiding in my workroom with the lights off. dmac, blake and v were in the hallway, and it smelled really bad and wei wei told everyone that i farted and i said that if i had farted i would have totally admitted to it. we were shouting at each other in whispers then dmac comes in the room and said that jack shit on the kitchen floor. and he did. it was literally 1 minute before kyle walked through the door so i had no time to clean it up. so when he opened the door and saw the shit he said sarcastically 'thanks for taking jack out, katie!' then we all jumped out and surprised him. then i told him the story and he laughed really hard.
either way i still had to pick up shit.
and lauren made us sock puppets, like from tool academy, one for me one for kyle, to help vocalise our 'relaionship problems' but instead marc and lauren did a fabulous reinactment which i filmed and posted on facebook.
megalol. |
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[Feb. 12th, 2009|10:33 am] |
there is one girl, only one, from my high school who talks to me, who wished me a happy birthday, who wants to come visit, only one. and this certainly is not her.
Maxi
katie, i was asked yesterday if i ever had been to disneyland
8:25pm
Katie
haha i remember when we went, awesome times
8:25pm
Maxi
yes, that is correct! hows uni?
8:26pm
Katie
pretty good, buried knee deep in work as usual
how bout you?
8:26pm
Maxi
not so buried that god, the girlies tell me they noticed you have reinvented yourself, do you think you have?? or is it their outsider view of you>
you ever go on their websites?
8:28pm
Katie
who said this?
8:28pm
Maxi
the girlies
gtg sorry
xx
8:32pm
Katie
i dont know who the girlies are but alright. talk to you later xx
what?? |
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[Feb. 8th, 2009|04:16 am] |
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im so scared sometimes. |
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